I'm an addict for dramatics I confuse the two for love

A few months ago my best friend from my teenage years came out to see me. He drove from Texas to where I live all night long. No sleep. Well he confided in me that he did stop for an hour or so to sleep. How did he do it? More will power then I ever had (ask my wife about that and she'll tell you), a lot of Dr. Pepper, candy, and some good tunes. I asked him about these good tunes, and he happened to have the newest cds of bands I particullary enjoy. So I did what any other good American would do. I ripped them off onto my computer, and promptly put them on my MP3 player. It wasn't until about a week ago that I started to listen to these good tunes. They are infact, good. Although I don't feel it was either of the two bands "finest" work, it is still very very good and I listen to them everyday. My point? I went to one of these bands website's the other day in search for the Holy Grail of hoodies. This hoodie I have wanted since I was 18... maybe younger... maybe older... age and time isn't so important in this story as the next tid bit of info I am going to share. Back when I oringally wanted the hoodie I couldn't because they were "out of stock". You know what the problem is now? IT'S NOT EVEN LISTED ANYMORE! Yeah, it's like it never even exsited before. Which gets me thinking. Maybe I never exsited before either. Weird huh? That could be something.